Here we go again, me ranting about stupid stuff. Just another late night thinking about life. Today I was thinking about how similar my life is to Ted’s from How I Met Your Mother. At least I can see some similarities. This video is kind of how I feel a lot. Just wish I could move a lot quicker from relationship to relationship. Unfortunately you don’t see all the time that goes by on tv.

Hey, well so far my posts here have been really far between. I might start doing this more because it does feel good to put everything done in once place. I really hope it will be funny to read this when I am old. I just want to be able to say to myself “wow why the hell did you ever worry.” My ex girlfriend was talking to me again like she does every once in awhile. Usually it is ok because it is just stupid small talk that does not mean anything. Today however she asked me if we would ever be friends. I really do not know, but I am leaning more towards the side of no. It just hurts to much still to even think about her. Why am I such a mess. I should not have to write out my emotions like a girl. OH well at least one knows who this is. So yeah just questioning if the choices I have been making lately are the right ones. I hope not being a better boyfriend to my ex wasn’t the worst decision of my life. Just kind of sucks because its not like in a movie where you can skip a few months in the blink of an eye and just be onto my next relationship. Found a few girls at school I think would be kind of nice to date. But of course they turned me down. Guess we will have to see what life has for me down the road.

8/23/2011

Have not been on here in awhile but I guess that does not matter because it is not like anyone is following me. Just ran across this wallpaper and thought it was an interesting concept. Not sure how I feel about it though. I hope that the scares of “a once true love forever lost” wont stick around with me for that long but right now it feels like it might.

I recently watched Up In the Air, and wow was it an eye opener. Because of recent events in my life I have to agree with this speech we are all sharks. People are generally selfish. Not everyone is because I have some real friends in life that I know actually care about me. However sometimes even when you think someone does that can all go out the window and you realize they were a shark all along.

Not really making this for anyone else. If people end up finding this and fallowing it then whatever. Over time I have been making a collection of quotes, speeches and clips from movies that I thought were either interesting or had a good view on a situation that was close to one I was experiencing in life. So I decided this would be a cool place to keep all those quotes and other things in one place.